It's a funny thing when someone can manipulate you into something. When they can hold something over you. When they have leverage over you. They can treat you badly. Force you to do something you don't agree with. All because they have leverage over you. We always try and keep those things that are our leverage points to ourselves. But sometimes we wear them on our sleeves like I do. It's what this blog is all about. My training. The only thing you could hold over me. You can try. But it's a fantastic feeling when you come up with a plan and have the ability to say fuck off.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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