So as a whole, I'd say I'm pretty comfortable with my body. I'd be lying if I said there were things I didn't want to improve upon. But these days, its from a functional standpoint. I'd like a stronger core so I had the confidence to nail a double leg and do all the pushups in class. There have been many times in my life that I wanted to change from a superficial standpoint. Mostly because its a pain the ass to find pants that fit my proportions. And by that I mean, when you have Murphey thighs, jeans makers believe you must also have a waist about 2x the size of mine. But you adapt. And I have found a few jeans that I adore. But there are also days that I love my thighs, yesterday being one of them. Low round kicks, absorbing. Officially my favorite day I have Murphey thighs.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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