Due to a minor injury, I've been working on only boxing this week. I'm not Manny Pacquiao but my striking is my strength. But even in that, I have things I like to do. Go-to's. But when only one of those go-to's is available to me, everything changes. My style has to evolve. I have to bring in other skills. Everything has to be working. It's been frustrating and fun. I've also really enjoyed the evolution as I've been able to make it work. Training can be daunting. And to have it be fun again was a much needed change.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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