Every fight cycle there is something I crave and I just can't wait until the fight cycle is over to eat it. I usually start making a list of all the things I want to eat. Usually I get through some of them and then feel gross from eating so much crap, then go back to eating healthy. This time, it's grilled cheese. Every place I pass, I can smell grilled cheese. Even if they don't serve it. It's probably the combination of the two things I miss the most during fights, bread and cheese. So while everyone is excited for my fight, I'm counting down the hours until I get to eat a grilled cheese.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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