So took my measurements tonight, actually Chris did, and surprisingly I'm at 18.4% body fat. This means a lot of things, mostly I need to get started on ordering the supplements and figuring out what I'm going to be eating. The other implication of this is that what I consider good shape for myself has significantly changed. I got tested at the gym with 3 points about 2 years ago and I was 24%. I am 6% less, yet feel like I am still flabby. I'm estimating it will take me about 2 weeks to get every thing here and an eating plan figured out, so it looks like I will be starting on the 23rd. Maybe this Sunday the 16th if I can get everything here in time but I doubt it. And I should now say we will be starting it, as I have just received moral support from my boyfriend and he'll be doing it with me.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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