Last night I took a short 1 mile run on the treadmill at our condo. It was hard but felt good all at the same time. I finished in 7:35, which I think is my best time yet. Just strange that I haven't run in almost 6 months and I hop on and do my best time on a low calorie diet no less. The balls of my feet hurt when I was done but I felt pretty good. Today the outsides of my calves are a bit sore but otherwise good, I wore my compression socks to bed last night just to be careful. I think part of it was making sure my neighbor looked like a jackass for trying to run at my same pace and then having to jump off, only to walk later. I dipped below 148 for the first time, hitting 147.8. This diet isn't a lot of fun but I'm making it work. I'm trying extra hard to burn the fat faster so I can come off sooner. Unfortunately I have to have someone else measure me this week, so I won't really know if the reading is accurate but it will give me a measure of how this is going but in two Sundays I will know. I am hoping that I only have this month, it would be stellar if I hit my goal by Chris's fight.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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