I kept this mostly about my workouts, training, eating, etc but now there is a huge part of my life that is impacting all of that. Owning a business. We officially opened on the 28th of October. It’s been hectic and stressful pretty much ever since we found out the lease was executed. I’m enjoying every minute of it but it’s a lot of work. The hard part is finding an end to my day. My schedule is tight as it is (I have it planned out in 15 minute increments starting at 5:30 all the way to 11:30 pm to ensure I get 6 hours sleep) and am finding it extremely hard to say “enough for today” finish eating, get in the shower and go to bed. Or the other, I’m so tired from working at my day job, working the desk, squeezing a workout in, that I get really sleepy once I get home and my pace slows down to turtle speed. I’m learning and every day is an adventure. I love it. Otherwise this wouldn’t be worth it.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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