I love my training. Part of the fun, is the random injuries. I thought I had hurt myself in every way possible. Broken bones, stress fractures, chipped bones, bloody noses, split lips, ligament and muscle tears, burst veins, spinal shock, ribs out of place, nerve spasming and I could probably keep going. But I got fish hooked last night rolling and I have a bruise on the inside of my cheek. And its bruising from the inside out. I had no idea you could bruise the inside of your mouth. I had 4 wisdom teeth out at once and it never bruised, how did a fish hook do that? Either way, eating is not fun and this is not going to look so cute for my party Friday. And it's only a matter of time before the ladies at my allergists office talk to me about getting out of an abusive relationship…
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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