Normally I train quite a bit every day, after putting in a full days work as a project manager. Ill define quite a bit as 3-4 hours every night at the gym and at least that on Saturdays. Usually I can squeeze in 90 minutes of heated yoga on the weekend with my girlfriend also. Add that to getting a new business off the ground and my sleep is scheduled in so that I get 7 hours every night. It rarely happens because I seem to always find something else to occupy myself with and don't get to bed on time. So I average about 5-6 a night. Yes I know how bad this is for me. So needless to say, when I lay down, I pass out like a dead person. Except Sunday night. Because on Sundays I prepare for the week with laundry, cooking, cleaning, business stuff, phone call to dad and pretty much anything else I can cram in. Except those 3 hours in the gym. And I just don't get tired. I kind of feel like the girl I saw on Intervention, except she does crack. And I'm sober as can be. So sometime between 12:30 and 1:30 I'm usually in bed, wide awake. Even my cat knows I'm not tired. He just sits on my chest waiting for me to pet him. Eventually I get to sleep but it wrecks me for the rest of the week. I wake up late Monday and am already tired for my week of little sleep. Ive tried all my usual tricks, even a cocktail but I'm just not tired and ready for bed. So this post is actually to find out what you do to get to sleep on those other days?
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
As much as I hate taking something, Excedrin PM works great on the nights when I just can't get to sleep.
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