So these posts are usually about me. Or about a way that someone is annoying me. But this weekend I was inspired by my dear friend Nathalie Behn. We have known each other for almost 3 years. We met when we worked together at BAE. I was really into Krav Maga and would come in all bruised up and hurt. She would tell me I was crazy and to take up golf. She would come in every day eating a Kit Kat and drinking a sugar free red bull. Then about a year ago, she decided she was going to start doing these Tough Mudder and Civilian Military Combine. I like my training and my sport but these races are something I have no desire to do. It used to be me that would say "I cant got out I have training," then it was her. She was doing all this training, stopped eating chocolate and Nutella. Finally she had a race close, the Spartan Race. Minor logistics snare with traffic so I didn't see her start but was there to watch and cheer her on through a few of the obstacles. I am further convinced that I will never do one of these. But I am super impressed by her. She finished 45 in her age and 181 for the women. Amazing to see her set her mind to this and become so dedicated.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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