There isn't a day that I don't walk out of the gym without a new bruise on me. Unless I just do S&C but I think that's happened twice. And I have been known to bruise doing that too. So when you bruise often, you watch them. A lot. Especially if you wear a skirt. Ever. And you know how fast they tend to disappear. But when they don't follow the normal schedule, I get paranoid. I had a mild vitamin K poisoning about two years ago, only noticeable by the bruise that never disappeared and my inability to choke down a spinach salad (the culprit) since. So I have had a bruise on my bicep that I have had for 6 days. Uncharacteristically long. I know it's not Vit K so it has to be a combination of my diet (or lack thereof) in the past week and lack of sleep. In other words, my inability to take care of myself. I'll probably never know which it is because both of these factors go hand in hand with me. But next week I'll be back to my routine, I'm actually on my way to get my groceries for it now. Now that's an exciting Friday night kids.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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