Yesterday I went to the baptism of the beautiful Miss Samantha Trent. Other than surviving setting foot into a church, I had a minor miracle of food sounding good. After the baptism we went to the parents house to celebrate. I was dreading it until just about when I pulled in the driveway when my stomach began to growl. After getting inside and helping set up, I couldn't help but grab a slice of turkey. I almost immediately went back and filled up a plate. I continued to snack for most of the next hours. I was actually hungry. But for having eaten so little the last few weeks my stomach shrank and couldn't hold much. So that was the last thing I ate. But I was also hungry for breakfast and lunch today. The irony of it all, is that I had planned on having this BBQ chicken I had made that didn't taste so good. I figured if I was forcing it down, I'd force something that didn't taste so great. Now I'm stuck eating it all week and I'm actually wanting to eat. Good thing I have a Fogo date Saturday...
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
:-) Happy You're Eating.
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