So in this scope of person victories, today was actually kind of big. This is going to seem irrelevant to everyone else but I ate broccoli for the first time in about 4 weeks. It didn’t make me gag but it wasn’t the worst thing that happened to me. A little salt (or a lot) and General Tso’s sauce makes a huge difference. And I rode my motorcycle to work. Again big deal for me. It still scares the shit out of me. I don’t think I ever made it over 60 but considering this is only my 3rd time riding it, I kind of feel a minor victory. After I got here, I thought “who do I know that could ride my bike home and I could take their car?” I love it at times and then there is this reality of if I wreck, it’s gonna be mess. I’m getting more comfortable but it’s still not always fun. Is what it is and now I have to get home, or to practice and then home.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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