So my boss is out of pocket for 7 business days but its really 11. Im counting the weekends since we are 24x7 and I received my first 1 am phone call about work on Friday night. And Im in charge. Its really not that bad. It is REALLY busy but thats how I like things. Its actually when I work best. But Im 2/4 days in and I'm exhausted with dealing with the people. Im an introvert by nature. I know it doesn't work for my job so at work I step out of my box. There are times in the day where I can retreat and not have to deal with people. Not this week. Its a non stop revolving door in my office. I actually had about 30 minutes where no one came into my office this afternoon and I got up and walked out to make sure everything was ok. It would be one thing if it was people with real problems and about 5% are. But the other 95% are capable adults being incapable of handling their own problems. And they want me to fix them. The most amazing part is peoples inability follow instructions. If I had only known I would get paid this much to babysit adults, I would have skipped college and gone straight for my cpr class.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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