So you never realize how much a team can mean until they bring you up to another level. I can put in all the work and time in the mat I want but its the team that pulls you up to your best. For the last 3 weeks people have come out of the woodwork to help. My coaches and teammates are tired, they just came off a cycle that most of the gym was on. But they are still there, helping even when I know they would just like a day off. They check in on me. Give me feedback. Give me encouragement. Keep pushing me to be better than what I thought was my best. That's the power of a team.
So I have thought about this for a while. Do I actually write this post? Do I put my dirty laundry out there for everyone? Or the handful that read my blog. And if I do, what do I say? Do I slam those involved? Do I take the high road? When is a “good” time to put it out there? A few days under my belt and there is probably no better time. So no secret, my ex-boyfriend was my coach. That worked out mildly well while we were together but add a breakup and somehow it just doesn’t work out as smoothly. Add a few of the worst things a person could do to another in there and disaster doesn’t even begin to describe. But I have this eternal belief that I can make any situation work. That I can fix things. It’s what makes me good at my job. I’m an eternal optimist. But it’s what causes me to not be so good at my personal life. Even when things are clearly not good, I still think I can fix it and make it right...
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